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May is bpd awareness month. And even though this is terrifying to post and be vulnerable about there’s nothing I want more than to bring awareness about mental health to anyone out there who may need it. My bpd was in remission for over a year or so, and lately it’s been quite the opposite. This is the reality of how some of our nights have been. and thank god after spending 5 years with somebody, they know exactly when an attack is about to come on & exactly how to help. he is my angel. it started out just trying to capture a cute video of my husband taking my makeup off, but I overwelmingly was reminded the sense of feeling unworthy of his love. of anyones. & that is the loneliest feeling of all. we’re married & I still ask him if he loves me still. as the video plays you can see me slowly unravel & completely shut down. when ppl ask how I am lately the answer is always the same. I’m okay. how are you. and I mean that whole heartedly. I’m okay. And I don’t wanna talk about it bc I feel like no one understands or cares, so how are you? but learning that it’s okay to not be okay. it’s okay to let people know that. & in this moment, it’s okay that im not okay. I’ve been fighting a battle that most people know nothing about, and it’s been lonely as hell lately. #MentalHealth #mentalhealthmatters #MentalHealthAwareness #anxietyawareness #depressionanxiety #depression #emotionalmoments #husbandsoftiktok #bpdawareness #bpdtok #bpdrecovery #borderline @austin_1997

nothing makes me happier than the love my husband has for the people in my life, and the love they’ve always shown him. this was truly such a special touch to our wedding day. my family. 🩷 #weddingtiktok #weddingtok #bridesoftiktok #weddingday #bridetok #weddingsurprise #weddingvideo #charlestonwedding #bridesmaids #emotionalmoments #weddingday #morningofwedding #myfamily

almost forgot this feeling was the whole point 🤍 #justmarriedcouple #trendingaudio #thewholepoint #weddingtiktok @austin_1997

My angel 🥹 #groomreaction #husbandwife #weddingtiktok #walkingdowntheaisle #bride #weddingday #whaletalemedia #2025wedding #springwedding #brideandgroom #2025bride #weddingszn #whaletaleweddings @WHALE TALE WEDDINGS @austin_1997

These are all of my week of wedding appointments I made! Pedicure, ring cleaned, nails done, hair done by @BraydenKardash , fulllll wax by @European Wax Center , lashes by @Renata Cerva , med spa @magnoliamedspachs , and lymphatic drainage massage by @@NubodySpa🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻 ##weddingappointments##treatingmyself##weekofwedding##weddingtiktok##bride##bridetok##weddingday##weddingtok##bridesoftiktok##beauty

I had to use this sound for our dads first look on the wedding day because it was our movie growing up… I love you daddy, always your little girl. 👰‍♀️ #dadfirstlook #dadsreaction #fatherofthebride #daddydaugther #weddingtiktok #bride #bridetok #weddingdress #bridesoftiktok #weddingday #emotionalmoments #charlestonwedding #firstlookwithdad #firstlook #firstlooks #dadsoftiktok #daddysgirl @michaelcaruso836

SOB FEST. Letters to the bride🥹🫶 I truly am the luckiest girl in the world to have the most loving and compassionate people in my life. I love you so much. #letterstothebride #bridebook #moh #bridesmaids #bridegift #morningofthewedding #weddingtiktok #bridetok #bridesoftiktok #weddingtok #BestFriends #maidofhonor

my sweet sweet girl , in every birthday card of every year of our friendship reads “I can’t wait til we’re each others bridesmaids!” and that day came for one of us 🥹🤍 #thenightbefore #rehersaldinner #girlhood #weweregirlstogether #bestfriend #bridesmaids #emotionalmoments #soulsister #momentsoflove #weddingtiktok #wedding #bridetok #bride #bridesoftiktok #weddingrehearsal

Replying to @Sami❤ this was to the “girl in the yellow” aka my maid of honor 🥹 #weddingtiktok #handwrittenletters

My earth angel <3 #husbandwife @austin_1997 I’m so bad at math this trend was high key hard for me 😭😂

Replying to @PrincessRhi👸 my husbands letter to my dad❤️

When you live out the iconic vampire diaries dance on your wedding day 🤍 @WHALE TALE WEDDINGS #thevampirediaries #vampirediaries #tvd #vampirediarieswedding #firstdance #firstdancesong #tvdposts #mysticfalls #wedding #weddingtiktok #bridetok #bride #bridesoftiktok #weddingday #charlestonwedding #weddingtok #weddingdance #weddingsong #elenaanddamon @austin_1997

my husbands reaction to seeing me for the first time in my wedding dress walking down the aisle 🥹 #groomreaction #husbandwife #weddingtiktok #walkingdowntheaisle #bride #weddingday #hozier #northernattitude #daddydaugther #fatherofthebride @WHALE TALE WEDDINGS @SBBlooms @Direct My Day Charleston @austin_1997

surprised all my guests & my husband with a little message to him before I walked down the aisle… this was a hard secret to keep🙈 only my mamma knew🤍 #weddingtiktok #weddingtok #bridesoftiktok #weddingday #bridetok #weddingsurprise #walkingdowntheaisle #groomsreaction #weddingvideo #weddingceremony #soulmates #whatwasimadefor #theordinary @WHALE TALE WEDDINGS @directmydaycharleston549 @austin_1997 #charlestonwedding

🌎💖 #myworld

my people💐👰‍♀️🩷 #weddingtiktok #bridalparty #myfamily #justmarried #whaletaleweddings @WHALE TALE WEDDINGS @austin_1997 @SBBlooms #sbblooms the Kate collection 💐

Reasons why I married my husband… 🤍🥹 @austin_1997 #weddingtiktok #husbandwife #emotionalmoments #justmarried #trendingaudios #soulmedicine #soulmate photos by @david

I will never forget this moment 💛 #winniethepooh #pooh #meetingpooh #disneyworld #disneyadult #corememory #winniepooh #poohbear #disneytiktok #innerchild #epcot #hundredacrewoods #100acrewoods #disneyworldorlando

truly unforgettable 🎥⭐️🤍 #starwars #galaxysedge #starwarscantina #disney #disneyworld #starwarstiktok #starwarsfyp #disneyadult #corememory #innerchild #disneystarwars #starwarstok @austin_1997 @One Stop Bride Shop #maythevowsbewithyou #disneyhoneymoon

my girls🩷 @WHALE TALE WEDDINGS #firstlook #firstlookbridesmaids #bridesmaids #mygirls #weddingtiktok #bridetok #bridesoftiktok #weddingtok #BestFriends #weddingday