Ash Thomson

From the moment she was born I knew that the year she turned 3 would be the hardest year yet. The year she turns 3 is officially the year she will be older than Bobbi ever was. The year still filled with so many firsts to come for Emma, but marks Bobbi's lasts. The milestones Bobbi never got to experience will be pouring in. The days, weeks and years Bobbi never got to live, start this year. I don't think I'll ever be ready for this, but on the other hand I'm so grateful for a healthy daughter who gets the privilege to grow up and I'm so grateful for the opportunity to watch her grow into the beautiful human I know she is. And also, I'm so blessed that Bobbi continues to show me that she's still guiding me, and looking over my babies 😭